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Bismillaahirrahmaanirrahiim.

Hello, this is my third entry in this blog. I'm very happy right now, because my Laporan KP is finally done. That mean almost two-thirds is done. Now, what I have to do is make an appointment with my lecture (and 4 other lecture), her name is Mrs. Febrinasti Alia, she is very kind and humble person, I hope she will not mad on me because my one year procrastination (ofc she will, no one will not, at least she will get surprise - mad). 

 

But, yeah I can't turning back the time, I genuinely regretting this, I was blaming myself alot, I was thinking that I might be a disgrace for my parents, a lot of negatives aura,  yet I realize it shouldn't be just a rumination, I have to do introspections, I want to be a better person, a reliable person for the society.

One by one, my friends got graduated. I was envy for them. Wondering how it feels when it was me who graduate, how happy my parents will, my friends in Tangerang. I miss them treamendously. Omg I have to stop just wondering, I have to make a move, I have to graduate this year, I really want to graduate >,<

And, there it is, I got no excuse for giving up. I won't give up tho.

Toodles

 Indralaya, September 29th 2018