curhat (self motivation)
There were a lot of thought came to my mind today, it was more like anxiety. Yeah i hate the moment when this anxiety come, even worse. I knew something about myself, i got something called GAD, Generally Anxiety Disorder. something like OCD, but it represent of everything not just a thing like OCD. Because i already knew that i have that, i used to ignore them, but this time was different, everything looks so blue, i got angry for no reason. i really want to do cry out as loud as i can, if only i could. it feels like i mad at everything, even myself, frustrated and also exhausted. Then i made a call with my friend, her name is winda. she used to pick up my phone anytime, i thought it will be better to tell someone about what i felt. But, It was not the right time tho, she got period today. No Wayyy. and after the convo we got mad at each other then. so childish!! I hope by writing this on my blog it could relieved me. and also aware me about how silly i'm today. ...